As I discuss next year with my current roommates I'm beginning to get nervous about coming back to CCU in the spring. It's going to be strange coming back to a place that has been my home for 2 years but not being familiar with anything that is happening there. I'd say that its like coming back home a few times a year but let's face it, nothing at home changes, whereas things at CCU change like crazy because this is the time in life that people grow the most. I'm worried that I'm going to come back to completely different friends. But let's be honest, I'm hoping to be changed a TON by this trip.
The more I write about this the more I realize how selfish I am. I'm the one thats leaving them, I can't complain if things change while I'm gone. I'm still going to be jealous of all the new friendships that people have started though (I think thats a fair thing to be jealous of).
Anyways, I'm really excited to go, a little nervous to come back, and anxious to see how God is going to continue to break and re-mold me.
3 months and 5 days left
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